Finally I seem to have a working computer. My old one just didn’t want to go anymore. The bad thing is I am a creature of habit and that is not related to age, at least in my case. I have never liked change, but when I was younger it was a bit easier to accept changes than it is now. So anyway, here’s hoping I can get the hang of this new computer and not make too many mistakes.
Of course as with most any thought I have, the thought of change created more thoughts. Not sure what makes any sense to anyone else but me, but it is just how my mind works.
Life is about change. Every day is a new day which creates more joys or more problems or both. One day things seem to run smoothly and another day is so chaotic you wonder what happened.
I also think of Christianity when I think of change. How much it can change a life. How much it should change your life. I know it sure has changes my life. Instead of a prayer now and then, that went something like *Oh Lord get me through this please*, I now pray often though-out the day and it begins with thanks to my Father for everything and then prayers for others who are in need. And they are many.
No matter how much I don’t like change, it is inevitable. Every living thing on this earth changes, we can only hope it is for the better. Although that is not inevitable.
I think I am FINALLY back in the Southern by choice saddle. After having my computer in the shop and here at home being worked on, it seems to be finally working right. I have been warned though, that is is old and very outdated so I need a new one, I think that means I best be saving some money to get a new one. I am sooo resistant to change. Hopefully, this time I am back to stay.
Finally I am back. Hoping to post on a more regular basis. My computer is old and cranky like myself and it sometimes doesn’t want to cooperate. Most of the time I persevere, but other times I wait it out. Usually it will straighten itself out. But of course, there is the possibility that I am the problem.
Kinda like the people in our lives. I have learned over the years that nagging gets me nowhere. Nagging my husband to take the trash out never worked. Nagging my kids to do better in school, never worked. Even nagging myself not to eat this or that, never worked.
Even when God was trying to get me to do better, to be better, it didn’t work. Therefore I have come to the conclusion that some of our lessons just have to be learned the hard way. At least for those of us who are rather stubborn.
Blessings to all
